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Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Lost -

“The Son of Man came to seek and to save what was lost.” Luke 19:10

It’s every parent’s worst nightmare. A highly anticipated Christmas shopping trip to the mall with our kids and my parents took a dramatic turn for the worst as we suddenly realized that Matt, our five-year old, was nowhere to be found. With fears of kidnapping racing through our minds, we split up to search the mall for Matt. My assignment was the parking lot. In the grip of anxiety I made my way through the fresh fallen snow yelling, “Matt, Matt!” I have to tell you that I felt a little foolish. But being embarrassed by hollering in a parking lot was overshadowed by fears for my son and my need to find him.

But, after covering the territory, there was no sign of Matt. More concerned than ever, I went back into the mall to see if anyone else had spotted him. I was hoping beyond hope that either Martie or my mom had found him, but their search had turned up empty as well. Our sense of desperation was hitting new levels when my dad walked around the corner with Matt in hand. Overwhelmed with relief, we asked, “Hey, Dad, where did you find him?”

“At the candy counter,” he replied. “Little Matt had his hands behind his back and his eyes were right up at the level of the candy trays.” He didn’t even realize that he was lost! Nor did he have a clue about the kind of danger he was in.

Later I found myself reflecting on the experience and thinking that Matt reminded me of a lot of people who are without Christ as their Savior. Lost in the candy world of their lives, they have no idea of how lost they are or of the eternal danger they are in.

Today’s Scripture passage is actually the conclusion of the story of Jesus and Zacchaeus. As a tax collector, Zacchaeus had immersed himself in the pursuit of possessions, prosperity, and power. By the world’s standards he was doing okay. Sure, he wasn’t terribly well liked, but he had a sense of purpose, was achieving his goals, and thought he had life pretty well figured out. But, entranced by the “candy” of his own gain, he was flat out lost.

Jesus searched him out! Going out of the way to call him down from his perch in a sycamore tree, Jesus invaded his life, invited Himself over for dinner, and rescued Zacchaeus from the danger of his self-indulgent, selfish, sinful life. When the Pharisees grumbled about Jesus spending time with a tax-collector, Jesus reminded them that His purpose on earth was “to seek and to save what was lost.”

That’s where you and I are before Christ finds us and rescues us. Our preoccupation with the stuff of this world—money, power, sex, comfort, and ease—numbs us to the very real dangers of life without Christ. Without Him we are dangerously lost—and don’t even know it.

Thankfully, a gracious, compassionate God sent His Son, Jesus Christ, to pursue us, find us, and rescue us. That’s the reality of what we celebrate at Christmastime. And, don’t forget, once we are safely His, He sends us to search for others who are lost in “candy” world. So let’s steer their hearts away from the stuff of this world and help them find the real joy of Christmas. 


Monday, January 04, 2010

Headache

After telling W that i am inactive on job search (tho many people ask me once in a while) because thing seems fine at work that doesn't have much conflicts with fellowship and worship and i can get started on the trainings... but "bad' news came today...

YV: i need you to work few sunday afternoons from jan17 to feb28 coz GC is away for her wedding.

me (working on payment and cheques): i can't...

YV: it's gonna be few weeks (gave me the list with 7 sundays)... you know there are two ppl asked me for vacations... i'm having headache now... 

me: ... what about AL? she can do front desk work too.

YV: FO is training her now... FO needs someone able to assist him besides KL (they fired LL last October)... AL is still not good enough and need more training... she won't help at front...

me (looking at my agenda...): ......

YV walked out to front and came back to room and gave me 3 days instead of 7, with two conflicts with Awana/ Sudbury revisit already @_@

me still looking at my agenda... and fridays all pops up...

me: by the way, i cannot stay till closing (8pm or so) for fridays... if you're assuming i will do... i can do mon-thurs 10-8 but not the fridays...

YV: why can't you? it's gonna be few weeks... and will be back to 5pm schedule...

me: i have things to do that i have committed to them already...

YV(irritated): you have to stay for the fridays... you know i have to find someone to do sunday mornings for you already (@_@....)... can't you switch with other ppl?...

... dead air for some time...

YV: ok, if you cannot stay still closing for the fridays... then the 3 sundays you'll have to work whole day from 10-7 then... this is the deal you can choose...

... it's perhaps time to do active job search... but don't wanna spend time on it...

ps: thank you Lord for continue teaching me! lately realized my big weakness, realized i didn't pray before everything... not good not good... but i believe God's changing me from time to time  

pss: first time having three items after worship: SET team meeting, Awana, Bible prestudy... thought it'd be very tired by prestudy... but it wasn't too bad (tho missed TTC stop on way home)... wonder if it's coz i didn't attend the whole thing to any? ^^""

 

 


Monday, December 28, 2009

Lord, I lift Your name on high

Learning to play the simple version of Amazing Grace. but can only play very slow pace.

in a craving mode toward the book from sumomo now ^^"  

had work today and the following song somehow kept echo-ing in my mind ^^"... still remember it's the song i learned from the retreat two years ago, the retreat that i first met Gigi ...wonder which song book has its piano chords

Lord, I lift Your name on high;
Lord, I love to sing Your praises;
I'm so glad You're in my life;
I'm so glad You came to save us.

You came from Heaven to earth;
To show the way,
From the earth to the cross,
My debt to pay,
From the cross to the grave,
From the grave to the sky;
Lord, I lift Your name on high!


Sunday, December 27, 2009

CTK-3000

Thank you Lord for the $89.99 electronic keyboard (matched the price range in mind - under $100. yay!)~~ piano is something i learned for about two years during form 2-4 (wanted to learn since grade 1 but didn't dare to ask to learn coz it's the most expensive instrument to learn as of i knew... and it was actually my twin sisters asked my parents for me one time when i was form 2 ^^") but had to put it down for HKCEE @ F.5... and i thought i'd go for lessons after i graduated from school... but it's just expensive to do... and i know it takes longer for me to learn as i hv no talent in it (1) has difficulty to read those crazy scores at once (2) slow in reading and keying (3) physical problem - fingers are short @_@...

actually mission trips did motivated me more to learn (in the past, i wanted to learn to play pops and sing along : P), even tho there're lots of sisters or even brothers can play... there were times that we had no one and played CDs instead... it isn't not good but i just wished i could play... haha, need lots of strength and wisdom from Him to learn it with the physical "problems" i possess : PPP

ps:  thank you manning~~ even tho you're on the other side of the globe, we're just very close coz of our same Father ^^ ~~ cannot believe we're facing same issue at same time... cannot wait for you to come in summer and play the master pieces you performed in HK recitals that i missed~~

pss: thank you to all~~

 

 


Saturday, December 26, 2009

Merry CHRISTmas

Dear Lord, thank you for spending so many years (since age of 6?) to reach me through the ppl knocked my door, my high school frds, my university "see-jei" but didn't give up on me upon over hundred times of rejection on You....until few years ago i realized Christmas isn't for santa claus and Easter isn't for bunny rabbit/eggs...    

Thank you Lord for the opportunity to spread the gospel to the neighbours on Jesus' birthday~~ Thank you Lord for giving STM centre the vision and the opportunity to have the Evangelism Event held at Market Village and Chinatown Centre~~ 

Thank you Lord for the third time to join this event: first was last Christmas at CC for face/skin painting with five colour, Easter at MV for individual outreach, this year is interesting ... supposed to to individual outreach but ended up assigned to help out at booth "can you tell me?"  and happened to talk to some individuals/family... and got few contacts to follow up on ^^" (last two times, i was afraid to ask for contacts again after a few rejection... perhaps i gave out my contact and drew the church maps/service time to them made a difference? ^^") 

ps: thank you Lord for letting my "little dream" came somehow true without planning~~ ... may Lord continue letting me learn and changes to be better on my weakest link!

pss: forgot to deliver newspapers to the foodcourt and the girls/ladies in supermarket yesterday~~ @_@... haha, find excuse next week sin : P

 



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